its raining! its not supposed to cos its the new year.

anyway i spent like the whole of today thinking about what i want to do this year.
and i have no clue at all. so dead. bahh! i think 2006 would be a year of finding myself. am i making sense?

just had my first home cooked meal of the year.

one day, if you ever read about a murder case in bukitpanjang.. sth about the father killing his kids.. i think it might be my family. and no, its not a joke ok.

now i smell of strawberry.. and i really want to eat lala... and............ i dreamt of someone that i havent seen in months last night. quite weird.. but quite a funny dream...............

and after spending 3 hours clearing my room last night, or rather just the shelves above my study table, i found like 8 unused notebooks. i like buying notebooks thinking.. i can bring this around and write down what i need to do.

but lately, dont need.. cos ive got nothing to do at all.

bummer.

i was talking to my 29 year old cousin.. and he was telling me sth along the lines of his friends wanting to hire a russian stripper for him on his bachelor night or sth. and he was telling me that hes thinking of planning other things cos he said ON THE INTERNET ALOT WHAT.. which makes me want to tell him like.. HELLO??? YOU SEE IN FLESH AND ON THE SCREEN LIKE HOW DIFFERENT?? GOONDU!! which is true what right????? and so the thing is that we HARDLY speak to each other.. be it new year gathering, funerals and msn.. and suddenly he had so much to say today.

c: so u got bf or not?
d: no lah.
c: are you lesbian?
d: no bf means lesbian meh? then that time before u got this gf, you gay is it?
c: no lah. cos cny always never see you bring guy.
d: my ambition isnt to be like ______ to bring a diff guy every year and do the whole intro thing lor.
c: hahahahha. you very mean leh. so you sure you not lesbian???
d: why, you got rich auditor to introduce to me is it?
c: no lah.. but i think i got one collegue lesbian.
d: SO?? crazy lah you.

irritating.

and before that i was talking to one of my company's HK staff. (the guy that came over to spore for the ritz event) and hongkongers english very funny. "i went to DISCO on the 31st and i very happy. i wished you, charlyn and jess are here. we can all go DISCO together and happy like that time." so cute. still got people use DISCO.

so when you want to go DISCO?? hehe.. so cute.